Lyrics
When I AM ALONE, I lay in my bed
The room IS SO silent, at peace in my head
No cares in the world, my mind oh so still
Contentment surrounds me, all alone in my room
Far away in the distance, I feel there’s a sound
Although I can’t hear it, it seems to be loud
My heartbeat grows stronger, or I’m more aware
Didn’t notice it earlier, was it always there?
Deafening silence (x3)
I find this confusing, the walls seem to breathe
My mind although silent, shouts and screams
Anger starts to fill me, beneath my inner calm
Then I start to realise, I may not be alone
In the walls I see faces, staring and laughing
Images of evil, like demons advancing
The sound it gets closer, a crowd of un-dead
A deafening silence, is it all in my head?
Deafening silence (x6)
The walls move like liquid, feels like my skin
There’s no separation, where do I begin?
My heartbeat rings loud, on every beat
Fear surrounds me, from my head to my feet
I shout for my mother, but she doesn’t hear
I let fate absorb me, anger fills my fear
scream at the demons, to come into my head
I stare into the darkness, Frozen in dread
Deafening silence (x3)
The feeling subsides, like a storm passing by
The faces smile, with a kindness in their eyes
They move away, the walls solidify
Sound becomes a whisper, again I am alone
When you install windows on a pc, it always asks you to give your computer a name. I always called by computer ‘EVILBRAIN’ because it was a cold calculating machine…so products of the ‘EVILBRAIN’ became – ‘evilbrainproductions’.
So when I first joined youtube back in 2006 i chose the name evilbrainproductions.
Back then I was known as ‘Cream-Dream REDUX’ and I was joint leader of the REDUX CLAN.
This was the first video I ever edited and the first to go up on my suspended youtube channel ‘evilbrainproductions’:
Here’s a dedication to my all time favorite PC game:
Although i’ve left the clan, I’m still mates with a few of them, and i still edit videos for them.
This is a Call of Duty 4 video i made for them, it also features a song I made:
Then after a year or so in 2007 I started uploading videos of myself experimenting with special effects, of me playing guitar, vlogging and responding to the online community and making friends on youtube. So on 29 February 2008 I created another youtube channel to seperate my gaming videos, from my music and special effects videos by creating a channel dedicated to the clan: www.youtube.com/reduxclan
At some point, responding to the youtube community as ‘evilbrainproductions’, someone in the comments section of an AngryAussie video called me ‘EvilB’ and it kinda stuck…I liked it ;[)
Three months ago I was suspended from youtube after i was false flagged by religious nutjobs.
I tried to get my channel back, but to no avail...
So on 31 July 2009 I started again, with my new channel EvilBproductions ... so far so good...
Subscribe to my Youtube Channel Here: youtube.com/evilbproductions
